I honestly would like to give my readers “a pat on the shoulder” for having come this far on the life journey. Yes, you should be very (a strong emphasis here) proud of yourself for your achievements so far in life (big or small). I sometimes tell my younger friends half-kiddingly that “you have NOT lived as long as me and I considered that it an achievement in itself :>”. Imagine all obstacles and hurdles you have overcome in life. That alone deserves at least a bottle of champagne. Believe in yourself for achieving more in the future.